Sorry, but OMG.
Hey guys, I’ve been gone for quite some time, eh? But, honestly, I can say that I was thinking about Tumblr. It’s just that this weekend was pretty busy (Cassandra slept over two days in a row) and so, I couldn’t blog. And for other reasons on Monday. Anyways, I’ll tell you about my tuesday. So, today, we went on a field trip to some exposition about bodies and stuff and that stuff honestly makes me really queasy. So, when we were about to go it, I was talking to Destini (Kind of, more like just talking out loud) and I said something like “Omg, I’m so scared, I need to squeeze someone’s hand.” Then Jake gave me his hand ♥ Yes it’s true. We walked together throughout the whole expo. I kept making disgusted faces at the things we were seeing and he kept laughing at me. But it’s okay, because he’s cute and he was doing it in a cute way. And whenever he saw my face get freaked out and scared, he’d just squeeze my hand tighter as if to tell me he was there. He’s so amazing. As we were about to go on to the next part of the expo, he was looking at me, and I was probably pretty pale, and he gave me a very loving hug. I keep replaying the way he did it and just thinking about it gives me butterflies. Seriously. My stomach is going crazy right now. We kept holding hands until it was over and he really did make me feel better. Not just considering there were creepy body parts everywhere but because we were freaking holding hands <33 At the end of the expo, on our way back, Destini told me that people kept asking her if Jake and I were together. Which is… pretty cool. I guess, not really.. I don’t know what to think about it. Eventually when we were back at school, it was only lunch time, seeing as how the expo wasn’t that long. I’ve noticed that Jake talks to me a lot more now. And I really like that. I really, really like that. ;) Jake talked to me on msn today after school. He asked me if I liked the field trip. I asked him if it looked like I liked the field trip. He said yes. I protested, saying that I looked like I was about to throw up half of the time. Then, he jokingly said that it was pretty funny to watch me during the expo. Then he asked me if holding my hand made a difference and I told him it did. When he asked why, I told him it made me feel a lot better. Then I had to eat supper and I put myself as away. While I was gone he wrote “Fine, don’t talk back :P” It was cute. Well, I think thats it for now, for today. I should have been asleep one hour and twenty eight minutes ago. Goodnight, <33 xoBrianna